Scorpius closes his eyes, feelings his body quake against that plea. Say you love me, too. It's more difficult than he thought it would be, not because it isn't true, but because to put himself out there like that is to invite ridicule. And eventually, if he loses James, it will sting that much worse, having told him such a thing.
Still, with James's cock in his grip and James's mouth at his ear and James's body on top of his own, Scorpius can't help but be honest.
"I love you," he murmurs, and stupidly, there are tears pricking the backs of his eyelids, and he hates the tremble of his voice when he admits it aloud. He jerks James faster, as if to compensate.
1/2 bc I am a horrible person.
Scorpius closes his eyes, feelings his body quake against that plea. Say you love me, too. It's more difficult than he thought it would be, not because it isn't true, but because to put himself out there like that is to invite ridicule. And eventually, if he loses James, it will sting that much worse, having told him such a thing.
Still, with James's cock in his grip and James's mouth at his ear and James's body on top of his own, Scorpius can't help but be honest.
"I love you," he murmurs, and stupidly, there are tears pricking the backs of his eyelids, and he hates the tremble of his voice when he admits it aloud. He jerks James faster, as if to compensate.